Monochromatic Dreams

erernjaeger:

"oh just wait until you found yourself a nice boy, you will want kids then."

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tfw ur in a 3 hour class n gotta fart but u hold it inimage

It was around 12 in the afternoon, two hours before we usually get out of bed. I had actually been up for a few hours, tired, yet I couldn’t fall back asleep. There had been so much on my mind that warm afternoon. So many unwanted old thoughts, so many replayed memories. I laid there, next to you, and took in countless sighs. Every now and then I’d sit up and look around, lay back down then lift my arm and try to catch the particles dancing in the light to pass the time. I felt uneasy.Suddenly, you clumsily wriggled and turned, pressing your back against me. Like I had truly been dreaming then abruptly awakened, my thoughts burst away. Instinct kicked in and I wrapped my arms around you, taking in your scent and extra warmth.
And it was right. Our bodies perfectly curved together, our breathes in unison then out of pattern again. My mind now in a blurry haze, my thoughts slow and controllable. This was my quiet, this was my calm. This was right.

One of the pics for a small drawing/doodle series I’m doing called “Simple Life.” I planned on starting this project months ago, though I never kept going, though I still want to.  

It was around 12 in the afternoon, two hours before we usually get out of bed. I had actually been up for a few hours, tired, yet I couldn’t fall back asleep. There had been so much on my mind that warm afternoon. So many unwanted old thoughts, so many replayed memories. I laid there, next to you, and took in countless sighs. Every now and then I’d sit up and look around, lay back down then lift my arm and try to catch the particles dancing in the light to pass the time. I felt uneasy.

Suddenly, you clumsily wriggled and turned, pressing your back against me. Like I had truly been dreaming then abruptly awakened, my thoughts burst away. Instinct kicked in and I wrapped my arms around you, taking in your scent and extra warmth.

And it was right. Our bodies perfectly curved together, our breathes in unison then out of pattern again. My mind now in a blurry haze, my thoughts slow and controllable. This was my quiet, this was my calm. 
This was right.

One of the pics for a small drawing/doodle series I’m doing called “Simple Life.” I planned on starting this project months ago, though I never kept going, though I still want to.  

Just a close up of her low poly FACE

Just a close up of her low poly FACE

THIS IS ACTUALLY SHIT BUT IT’S THE FIRST TIME I’VE MADE A CHARACTER OF MINE, WAS ON A HUGE TIME CRUNCH AND WAS ONLY ALLOWED TO USE -SO MANY- POLYS  (ノ⊙‿ಥ)ノ*:・゚✧Also I removed her boobs and her pinky fingers to save time.Though I might keep her boobs off cause she looks good without them. One day I’mma work this model in Zbrush. oneday

THIS IS ACTUALLY SHIT BUT IT’S THE FIRST TIME I’VE MADE A CHARACTER OF MINE, WAS ON A HUGE TIME CRUNCH AND WAS ONLY ALLOWED TO USE -SO MANY- POLYS  (ノ‿ಥ)ノ*:・゚✧


Also I removed her boobs and her pinky fingers to save time.Though I might keep her boobs off cause she looks good without them. One day I’mma work this model in Zbrush. oneday

It sucks to have the sads, so I made you a thing :D

PLEASE YES???? DUDE do you you realize how happy I am you made comi look so…intimidating! AUUG yes this is she. This is who she is. <3 Dude thank you so much for this, it’s really so sweet of you to freaking draw me something so freaking amazing because I’ve been down? Can I just huge you all over please?Aug dude I’m so in love with drawing, I don’t know why. I’m just so in drawn to her face  and intense eyebrows. Ahhhhh swooning

It sucks to have the sads, so I made you a thing :D

PLEASE YES???? DUDE do you you realize how happy I am you made comi look so…intimidating! AUUG yes this is she. This is who she is. <3 Dude thank you so much for this, it’s really so sweet of you to freaking draw me something so freaking amazing because I’ve been down? Can I just huge you all over please?
Aug dude I’m so in love with drawing, I don’t know why. I’m just so in drawn to her face  and intense eyebrows. Ahhhhh swooning

some dank ass shoob 

some dank ass shoob 

I really wish I was rich so I could pay for your college, food, and rent. You really deserve to have everything good in your life. I hope the rest of your week is perfect and you get enough food to eat
Anonymous

Dude that’s so super sweet of you to even say, but even if you were rich and had all the money in the world, I couldn’t accept such a lovely gesture.  I wish I was rich myself, haha < )  I gotta work for what I make, though, you feel? I just wouldn’t feel right accepting money.

Thank you so much for even the thought, I mean really, it means a lot. 

I didn’t have enough money to buy groceries today : ( I went to the counter and had “insufficient funds.” And all the things I wanted to buy only cost $22. 

Not much food in the house

Time to open up commissions again 

today’s just been a shit storm of bad luck.

Have a great day!!!

I just have to say that you are an amazing person and you’re art is just as amazing to boot! You’re attention to detail is uncanny and I love it so much! You always inspire me to create something when I see your work. I hope I can be as good as you one day. Please never stop being who you are and doing what you love!!! I will always support you and your work. ^w^b

;O; AWWWWW DUDE thank you so very much! I’m so touched you get inspired enough to want to draw dude, like you don’t know how much that means to me. I know the feeling when getting so excited about someone’s are that you yourself want to draw and it really makes me smile know my art does the same for other people.. <3 Ahhh I needed this, I’ve been having a crummy morning.


And btw you’re really beautiful, inside and out!